Mother

My mornings used to genrally start with "neha uth ja late ho jaegi;School nai jana" later school was replaced by office .. my morning alarm clock ..n as per habbit telling me always the wrong time so dat i get up early....every satnight oiling my hair n cribbing over my rebonding or a latest haircut ....waiting for me at d gate if i got late even by few minutes ; cribbing over my non nutrious diet ...scolding over my endless talks over d phne..staying awake entire night if i was unwell n accepting all my demands of "muje kuch acha khana hai ...kuch acha bna do"...feeling proud in all my highs..n standing like a pillar on all my lows ...Dats my mom her pet dialougue" dekhna shaadi k baad ma ki value realise hogi "
Today I m miles away from her ..getting up without her [on time] cooking, doing all d house hold chores but missing her scolding missing my saturday night oiling; missing her sumputous meals...her pampering to d core .Mom u r the best mom in dis entire world " I m what I m coz of u ma "...I still remember when ppl used 2 praise me u used 2 only smile ..but ur smile used 2 say everything ...Thnk u  
For teaching me 
From how to eat to cook 
From write to understnd
From walk to drive 
Thnx a zillion ma 





and as the P&G advertisment says


"Thnk you mom 4 little things u do help us do big things "

Happy birthday monks

Shucks I searched all my pics n realized i dont have any pic wid u ..:( coz my lappy crashed n i didnt save any...:(

oh i shud stop complaining 

Ok Monica vaid this name has been wid me 4 say 13 years now...shared everything  our tiny winy secrets Monks i still remember r 1st movie together [sarforsh ] n den u tortuing me wid an iriitaingly english moviue [ALI] to all r joyrides on the rickshaw 2 sector 17 ...n yes ur fav d "postman game":D

OMG it seems just yesterday dat we met n did all d fun together ...Nt 2 forget ur scoldings ..

baby its been a beautiful journey ..n all these years after fighting whose elder [ofcrse u ] n whos taller[ofcrse I m ].i feel u hav been a strongest support system ..always been der to discuss things , 

I miss you n luv u so mucch 

happy birthday girlie....

Happy Birthday Bhaiya

Some one has rightly said 

There's no other love like the love for a brother.  

There's no other love like the love from a brother.  

Cheers to are 25 year old friendship

..In all these years i have never seen you excited about your birthday ;I was more excited than you ever were ..The way we used to go out for shopping ..i still remember my first gift to you -The Benetton shades[fine i had just contributed some amount towards those shades] .the way I gave you all my pocket money [though not much] to buy pens and pencils ; the way you very smartly used to tell all my secrets to mom and i never once leaked any information ...are friendship is 25 years old ..seeing all ups and downs from fighting over the pen to who ll lock the main gate to you getting me all the permissions for re bonding;movies with friends ..I still remember how you used to leave me to on every first day of new session..there is so much that we have shared ..how much irritated i used to get when u used to say " Neh O Neh"

I still remember how everybody used to call me your "JASOOS" I just could not hide anything from you and as ma alwys say "khwaje ka gawah dadu"...I have always been your sticker , always copied you in every sense ..i loved everything what you bought -your school bag , your pencil box ..Is till remember how i used to walk behind you without even thinking that you are just making fool of me and going round and round ..you have been the only person i have always looked up to ..You laughing on my jokes mean the joke is excellent..how in parties and dinners we used to sit aside and just talk and talk and talk..I miss those day ..we both hav taken a step ahead in life but what ll never change is our relation , friendship and care for each other blessed to have you as a brother 

 It was nice growing up with someone like you - someone to lean on, someone to count on... someone to tell on!

Never ever missed out on having a sister But I hate not being with you on your birthday so heres wishing the most awesum brother a very very happy birthday 

Just for u

All for one and one for all
My brother and my friend
What fun we have
The time we share
Love you 'til the end.

Baaji

Those we love don't go away,
They walk beside us every day,
Unseen, unheard, but always near,
Still loved, still missed and very dear.

 

Baaji As I fondly called my grandad was my friend , my pillar of strength, my agony aunt, my guide n above all a person who loved me more dan anybody in dis world ...U n I shared a relationship dat was reason for everybody's envy ...

I still remember how You used to drop me to the bustop how u used to take me & bhaiya on vaccation n how you used to fullfill all our demands without making a face ..i still remember baaji how much i used to love lying in your lap and telling all what happend in d day ....n u calling me your chota pota ..

the day i got my first pay cheque i can still see your smile .the day you came outside my office just to see where did i sit  I have so many memories ..asking you for money ven everybody said no. buying all my favourite gifts with you because i knew u could not say no to me ...nobody dared to scold me in front of you, You crying with happiness on my marriage ...

..you were always there giving your love and affection not just to me but to everybody , You taught me to be there for everybody in hour of need , u taught how to love unconditionally ..never heard you talking about your pain even though you were suffering each day because of illness....

Everybody used to say dat I m your life but never in my wildest dream had i ever thought that i would not be there during your last day ....I still remember the last time we talked before your death , you didnt even once say that you are unwell you just asked me M I happy ..n i said yes ..never did i know that we are talking for the last time ..before leaving for hospital you saw all my pics once again ...Why didnt you tell me you were going i cud have come but u never wnated me to be by your side when you were leaving me ..i knew you were preparing me for the worst ...I miss you baaji ..i miss you a lot i wish you could come back to see how happy I m ...n I knw nobody would be more happy than you to see me happy

"Death leaves a heartache no one can heal, love leaves a memory no one can steal"

I know you are upthere showering your blessing on us and I promise we all will be just fine but not the same we were with you ...

Love :)

Different people have different meaning for the four letter word "LOVE" for me it meant ..I guess colbie Caillat lyrics summarized it 4 me....

Its always been about Me Myself & I

I thought Relationships were nothing but a waste of time

I never wanted 2 be anybody s other half..!!!

but god up there was laughing because  he knew what was already written ......

Varun and I had an arrange affair [read it 18th century wedding ] our marriage was decided by parents ...we met  on d day of our Roka [n by den all  wedding cards had already been distributed ] and 8 days later we were husband and wife...

Everybody was surprised the way we got married in 21st century ..people said different things some said are u sure u want to get into , My freinds were worried .but  for me it was all in all  gods signal that he is d guy ..n i guess I hit the jackpot ...My frenz are happy for me n Me the happiest ...

 love makes sense to me ..In just some days he became THE most imp person in my life ..

n now ven ppl ask me bout whether u had an arrange or a love marriage i just smile n say the later ....:)

So now i just Say :

I could list a million things
I love to like about you
But they could all come down to one reason
I could never live without you

Love you :) 

Love u miss u girlies

Many friends I make!!!

 Many hands I shake !!!

Good friends are few and one of them is u 

You three came in my life at different point of time but been a sticker till nw ..:P

Geetika -Its been more dan a decade v hav been frenz

Nidhi- I guess 8 years[ u n ur blank call]

Paro- 6 years[ u n ur scooter]

shared all d ups n downs had fun ..from cribbing 2 gossips ..from late night calls to beeing with each other 4 entire day n calling each other immediately  d moment v reach home ...sharing secrets to making fun of each other in public..standing by each other  to hitting each other ...cycles 2 car..locall calls Sms's to ISD...

v hav seen it all ...now dat i m far away frm u more i realise hw imp u 3 hav been 4 me ..i wish r frenship nvr changes ....miss u hope 2 c u soon..n trust me bitching cn nver be d same wid anybdy else other dan u 3 ....ha ha ha  ...so my first blog dedicated 2 r frenship ..cheers!!!