Baaji

Those we love don't go away,
They walk beside us every day,
Unseen, unheard, but always near,
Still loved, still missed and very dear.

 

Baaji As I fondly called my grandad was my friend , my pillar of strength, my agony aunt, my guide n above all a person who loved me more dan anybody in dis world ...U n I shared a relationship dat was reason for everybody's envy ...

I still remember how You used to drop me to the bustop how u used to take me & bhaiya on vaccation n how you used to fullfill all our demands without making a face ..i still remember baaji how much i used to love lying in your lap and telling all what happend in d day ....n u calling me your chota pota ..

the day i got my first pay cheque i can still see your smile .the day you came outside my office just to see where did i sit  I have so many memories ..asking you for money ven everybody said no. buying all my favourite gifts with you because i knew u could not say no to me ...nobody dared to scold me in front of you, You crying with happiness on my marriage ...

..you were always there giving your love and affection not just to me but to everybody , You taught me to be there for everybody in hour of need , u taught how to love unconditionally ..never heard you talking about your pain even though you were suffering each day because of illness....

Everybody used to say dat I m your life but never in my wildest dream had i ever thought that i would not be there during your last day ....I still remember the last time we talked before your death , you didnt even once say that you are unwell you just asked me M I happy ..n i said yes ..never did i know that we are talking for the last time ..before leaving for hospital you saw all my pics once again ...Why didnt you tell me you were going i cud have come but u never wnated me to be by your side when you were leaving me ..i knew you were preparing me for the worst ...I miss you baaji ..i miss you a lot i wish you could come back to see how happy I m ...n I knw nobody would be more happy than you to see me happy

"Death leaves a heartache no one can heal, love leaves a memory no one can steal"

I know you are upthere showering your blessing on us and I promise we all will be just fine but not the same we were with you ...

Love :)

Different people have different meaning for the four letter word "LOVE" for me it meant ..I guess colbie Caillat lyrics summarized it 4 me....

Its always been about Me Myself & I

I thought Relationships were nothing but a waste of time

I never wanted 2 be anybody s other half..!!!

but god up there was laughing because  he knew what was already written ......

Varun and I had an arrange affair [read it 18th century wedding ] our marriage was decided by parents ...we met  on d day of our Roka [n by den all  wedding cards had already been distributed ] and 8 days later we were husband and wife...

Everybody was surprised the way we got married in 21st century ..people said different things some said are u sure u want to get into , My freinds were worried .but  for me it was all in all  gods signal that he is d guy ..n i guess I hit the jackpot ...My frenz are happy for me n Me the happiest ...

 love makes sense to me ..In just some days he became THE most imp person in my life ..

n now ven ppl ask me bout whether u had an arrange or a love marriage i just smile n say the later ....:)

So now i just Say :

I could list a million things
I love to like about you
But they could all come down to one reason
I could never live without you

Love you :) 

Love u miss u girlies

Many friends I make!!!

 Many hands I shake !!!

Good friends are few and one of them is u 

You three came in my life at different point of time but been a sticker till nw ..:P

Geetika -Its been more dan a decade v hav been frenz

Nidhi- I guess 8 years[ u n ur blank call]

Paro- 6 years[ u n ur scooter]

shared all d ups n downs had fun ..from cribbing 2 gossips ..from late night calls to beeing with each other 4 entire day n calling each other immediately  d moment v reach home ...sharing secrets to making fun of each other in public..standing by each other  to hitting each other ...cycles 2 car..locall calls Sms's to ISD...

v hav seen it all ...now dat i m far away frm u more i realise hw imp u 3 hav been 4 me ..i wish r frenship nvr changes ....miss u hope 2 c u soon..n trust me bitching cn nver be d same wid anybdy else other dan u 3 ....ha ha ha  ...so my first blog dedicated 2 r frenship ..cheers!!!